as time goes on

Hard to believe it's been almost 3 months since you've left us. I'd like to say it's getting easier but it hasn't yet. Going to your house the other day was harder than I realized. I can only imagine what it's like for the others. I wish there was more of a resolved feeling I get when I think of your passing but there's so many emotions that surrounded that timeframe. I guess that's why I'm still having a hard time with it. I know I will have to confront them sooner than later. I guess I'm just afraid to still. I miss having you around to talk to about that kind of stuff. Thank you again for being that shoulder when I needed it. I miss you.