I was just sitting on the couch writting recipe cards with the tv playing in the background. A commercial came on and the woman referred to herself as "Nanna" and I immediately thought of you. I'm sad that you aren't here to see how big the boys have gotten. Their both walking around now and I know you would enjoy watching them wobble around and even attempt to run. I know you are in a batter place and you're not hurting anymore, but I still miss you very much. It doesn't seem like it was 2 months ago. I still feel bad when I think how everything happened and wish that there was something I could have done for you, but I understand that is how it had to happen. I miss you.